without you...??

I just wanna be alone tonight
I just wanna take a little breather
'Cause lately all we do is fight
And every time it cuts me deeper
'Cause something's changed
You've been acting so strange
And it's taking its toll on me
It's safe to say that I'm ready to let you leave
Without you, I live it up a little more every day
Without you, I'm seeing myself so differently
I didn't wanna believe it then but it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away, well, I never thought I'd say
I'm fine without you
Called you up 'cause it's been long enough
And you said that you were so much better
We have done a lot of growing up
We were never meant to be together
'Cause something changed
You were acting so strange
And it's taken its toll on me
It's safe to say that I'm ready to let you leave
Without you, I live it up a little more every day
Without you, I'm seeing myself so differently
I didn't wanna believe it then but it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away, well, I never thought I'd say
I'm fine without you
Without you, I live it up a little more every day
Without you, I'm seeing myself so differently
I didn't wanna believe it then but it all worked out in the end
When I watched you walk away, well, I never thought I'd say
I'm fine without you
Without you!
Without you!
Without you!

ko dan aku

ko dtg...aku dtg...ko terima...
aku pun terima...
apa yg ader pada hidup ni....
ko bagitau aku...
aku?
aku hidup dgn cara aku....sebab
ko nak tau sebab??
sebab hidup ni memang cara aku...!!
aku memang hidup macam ni...haa...??? so...?
hmmm...tu lah pasal...aku pun xtau...
ko tau ker? ko pun tak tahu sebenarnya...
sebab tu aku ckp mcm ni...
ko dah rosakkan...
semuanya....
hidup ko? aku tak tahu...
hidup aku? aku tak tahu...
hidup org lain...?
ader aku tau?
ko pun tak tahu...
sebab tu aku ckp...
TAK TAHUuuu...ko tak paham ker...
aku..? mestilah aku paham...
nak harapkan ko pahamkan aku tentang aper yg aku paham ni,
hhmmmm...memang aku tak kan paham aper benda yg ko nak aku paham,...
cinta...?ko ingat senang ker..?
ko saper,,,?aku saper?
ko ingat aku ni cinta ker?
aku ni syg...
ko ingat aku syg ker...
aku benci...
sebab tu lah dtg nyer cinta dan syg...
ko paham?aku harap ko tak paham...sebab ko memang dah lama paham...

cinta..jgn kau pergi

Kusedari
Kesalahan ini
Yang membuat segalanya
Gelap jadinya
kasihku
Kuharap kau mahu
Memaafkan menerima pengakuanku
Jangan kau diam lagi
Ku tak sanggup menahan
Bicaralah kau sayang
Jiwa ini tak tenang
Cinta jangan kau pergi
Tinggalkan diriku sendiri
Cinta jangan kau lari
Apalah erti hidup ini
Tanpa cinta dan kasih... sayang

kesihatan??

kesihatan aku kurang memuaskan sekarang ni...hmmmm...ketentuan tuhan nak buat macam mana kan,...dah lama xsakit macam ni...hmmm...last 3 years...zaman diploma dulu...agak teruk lah dulu dr sekarang..mujur sekarang ni aku dah tau jalan penyelesaiannya macam mana..kalo dulu...hmmm,,,semua doktor aku g cari...n now...makan ubat ikut time...makan kena pantang..hmmm...rimas2...:-(((

change...

Follow the Moskwa
Down to Gorky Park
Listening to the wind of change
An August summer night
Soldiers passing by
Listening to the wind of change
The world is closing in
Did you ever think
That we could be so close, like brothers
The future's in the air
Can feel it everywhere
Blowing with the wind of change
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow dream away
In the wind of change
Walking down the street
Distant memories
Are buried in the past, forever
I follow the Moskwa
Down to Gorky Park
Listening to the wind of change
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow share their dreams
With you and me
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow dream away
In the wind of change
The wind of change
Blows straight into the face of time
Like a storm wind that will ring the freedom bell
For peace of mind
Let your balalaika sing
What my guitar wants to say
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow share their dreams
With you and me
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow dream away
In the wind of change

hurting you

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broken inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this,
Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back
If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
 it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

malam yg indah

malam ni...macam tu lah jugak...ermmm...aku kan masa untuk aku bersendirian daripada pikir hal-hal dunia ni...hmmm...bukan senang nak dapat saat-saat macam ni...hmmm...but now...memang aku sorg2 kat ruang tamu ni...ngah wat keje..n layan perasaan sorg2..hmm...best2..tambah2 kalo dapat dok tepi pantai masa ni...huuhhh...best2..

thanks ombak n pantai

hate myself today..naper aku tak sekuat dulu dah...hmmm...ntah lah, maybe aku terlampau byk benda nk kena pikir...aku ni sebenarnya malas nak pikir, tapi aku betul2 ngah stuck..!! serabut..!! macam2 aku nak kena pikir, nak jaga ati org, nak jaga macam2..semuanya aku kena buat...tapi semua org tak paham aku...!! huuuhhh...aku memerlukan pantai...supaya aku bleh bercerita pada laut, dan ombak yang mgerti aku selama ni...yup, sgt memahami aku...dan aku tak kan jumpa ag kawan macam ombak dan pantai ag...the only one kawan aku yg tak pernah marah aku, yg tak pernah kata apa pada aku..apa yg aku tau, deruan ombak tu seakan mengiyakan apa yang aku ckp, pastu desiran air semua tu seakan menyokong aku..hmmm..mungkin aku dah bt salah..tapi percayalah, aku nak jadi diri aku yg sebenarnya...